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it's friday too soon

havent blogged since monday.
hmmmmmmm.
and guess what? it's friday! :(
it's been quite some time since i felt like i hated a friday.
ahh it's now a bad thing that it's the last day of the week
oh dear, i havent accomplished anything that i typed out down there
-points to entry below

how demoralizing.

been spending most of my time
fixing my stupid computer!
found out what was wrong with it...
let's see,
so i re-installed xp (still didn't wk)
restored back to an earlier restore pt (still didn't wk)
then decided to get a new hard disk,
so i had to physically take out the drive drawer and drive
put it into the portable drive,
back up files on daddy's computer,
physically put the new drive into the drivedrawer
install xp again
transfer files over
and now i'm in the process of installing all the programs that i originally had inside.

all that just to get my stupid computer to work.
so time consuming...
ARGH.

ok anw, daddy scanned my drive that i put into his portable drive
(that portable drive thing is so cool! firewire ok!!!)
err, yeah, he scanned it using mcaffee
and he found 70 infected files.
GAHHH.
stupid viruses,
screwed up my computer.

and now i'm scanning my backup drive which i didn't change.
(get ready for it)
five hundred and ninety-seven (597) infected files and counting
that's like crazy.
it's gonna take a decade to delete those files man
think it's that bagle virus thing.
those viruses are pretty smart,
they managed to disable my mcaffee, msconfig and some other stuff
so that i couldn't find them and delete them.
arghhh, annoying.

computers are so irritatinggggg.
when they need maintainence that is.
just a month or so ago,
i had to put in a new drive and install xp
took me 2 weeks to get the thing wking.
don't ask me why.
computers suck the life out of youuu. grrr

ok ahah enough about computers.
school's starting in a few days...
WHYYYY.
are they mad?
because they shure have driven us mad.
"tests"
"performance tasks"
"summative"
"formative"
"eoi"
"eoy"
a few of the many terms that i never ever want to hear again.
oh yuck.

haha ok i'm starting to sound like some complain queen
oh look! my keyboard isn't wking properlyyyy
ok, when i press the @ key, i get " instead of @.
when i press the # key, i get £ instead of #
when i press the ~ key, i get ¬ instead of ~
ok, i think you get the point.
haha -bangs on keyboard.

i'm sick of reality.
makes me want to puke.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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